When I left the Kokomo Y, it was with scars on my heart, soul, and confidence. They broke me down and belittled my every effort. I left not believing I would go back to child care.
When school started this fall, it was the first time since the boys were toddlers that I hadn't been involved in "Back to School" in some way. But I slowly got used to it.
Then one of Mark's collogues, the CEO from the Grant County Y in Marion, found he needed someone to take over his Child Care and Camp program.
Today I signed the offer.
The program needs staff, they have no structure, staff aren't well trained. I am basically starting from scratch while the program is underway.
I am worried I don't have what it takes.
I'm worried I will be a complete failure.
I'm afraid that my insufficiency will be proven and any past success was a fluke.
Here we go again.
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